I HAVE TO WAKE UP AND START STUDYING NOW!
My foundation year is going to end very soon. Uh-uh can't wait :D Then I'll be having my holiday and I can finish up my "artwork", write quotes, and relax. And the surgery! And and repeat IT zzz -___- Dahlah mahal macam tahik. Ugh.
The final exam is just around the corner. I have to be quiet and start being serious in
I want to do well in this final exam. I want to get excellent results. I want to get 3.00 above. I want to be a doctor. I want to make my parents proud of me. And I want to prove to myself that I can do this.
I want to prove to the guy that suddenly asked about my study (all this while, he hadn't) that I still can study with or without him.
I want to prove to that lady, the lady that came back from Egypt to pursue her study here, that she's not the only one who want to succeed, and everyone is not stupid; so stop thinking like you're the greatest and everybody likes you. You're wrong. There are people that are cleverer than you. And don't look down on others since you will look up on them someday, you just have to wait. And p/s: STOP BEING RUDE, PLEASE. I'm harsh, maybe, but I do consider about other people that have never done wrong. But you? Nah, I don't think so. You think that you're good and others aren't. But actually, there are people, well many of them, hope that you'll fall just to make you realize. Thank you.
I want to prove to my best friends/brothers that I'm okay and I can stand on my own.
I want to prove to one of my best friends, that I'm giving up in certain matters not because I don't care, but she doesn't. I'm giving up in that matter as I want to focus on my study and help my parents and her parents. I want to wake her up, soon after I succeed in my life, so that she'll think about what I want to say and realize that she has her family.
Pray for me, please? Amin and thank you (':
I have to stop here I think. There is one lab report that's waiting for me hukhikhak. Byee. Take care.
Love you ♥