Faith hunter

I'm losing my faith, again.
Ciss, it hurts, really.
So Nad, how are you going to trust others if you don't trust yourself?
Gaaaaaaaaaa.
Yeah, I'll remain silent.I'll keep quiet.I'll act like there's nothing happen.
And, you, I hate you.I hate to hear everything that comes out from your mouth.
Shoosh, shoosh, go, I don't need you here.Shoosh.
I'm tired of everything.I'm just, tired.
Okay, don't bother to ask anything about this.
I want to keep it by myself.
Lets just stop everything, please.